吧嗒一声棋子落定<></span>纵观四方<></span>帅棋已然毫无退路<></span>
木怀彦怔愣一下转而笑道：<></span>我又输了<></span>还来吗<></span><></span>
坐在对面的齐楚翻个白眼<></span>将棋盘推开：<></span>不玩了不玩了<></span>一点意思也没有<></span>木头你到底在搞什么啊<></span>都好几个时辰了<></span>怎么还是这副魂不守舍的傻样<></span><></span>
<></span>是我的错<></span>今日精神头不足<></span><></span>木怀彦好脾气地笑笑<></span>低头收拾着棋子<></span>
齐楚眼珠子一转<></span>瞄向坐在窗边的狄望舒<></span>却见他轻叹着摇摇头<></span>齐楚看看嘴角的笑意一直不曾断过的木怀彦<></span>烦躁地耙弄几下头发<></span>却也无法可想<></span>狄望舒示意他出去<></span>他索性站起身<></span>故作不爽地道：<></span>本少爷要出去转几圈<></span>闷大头你个儿玩吧<></span><></span>
木怀彦点点头<></span>避开狄望舒的眼光<></span>狄望舒走到他身旁顿了一顿<></span>抬手拍拍他的肩膀<></span>也跟着出去了<></span>
耳听着两位好友的脚步声远去<></span>木怀彦脸上的笑容缓缓逝去<></span>他不是不明白他们的担忧<></span>只是事到如今<></span>连他自己也不知道怎样做才是正确的<></span>
其实早在青霓山听闻师兄要找的人是她时<></span>他就已然明白<></span>自己的那点难以宣之于口的微妙心思<></span>唯有尽早了断才是最好的方式<></span>或许他从那时起就不该再过问她的任何事<></span>但当初她下落不明<></span>他又怎可能置之不理<></span>而后<></span>一路追寻终叫他找到了她<></span>当时那个场面……
木怀彦缓缓握紧拳头<></span>看到那一幕时<></span>他是真的以为就那样绝了心思也好<></span>只要她和师兄能幸福<></span>其他的就都不重要了<></span>可是、可是<></span>她根本就不认得师兄<></span>甚至因为他勉强唤出的那两个字气怒攻心<></span>她不是辛眉<></span>她只是他的<></span>叶姑娘<></span>……从那一刻起<></span>他就是这么告诉自己的<></span>也是这么相信的<></span>这些日子来的相处<></span>她的一嗔一笑<></span>她的犹疑踌躇<></span>一点一滴浸入他心中<></span>这样真实的温暖<></span>他不想、也不愿放手<></span>几个时辰前他握住她的手时<></span>她的羞涩微笑历历在目<></span>怎么可能会是虚幻<></span><></span>
一拳重重击在桌面上<></span>还未装进棋盒的棋子顿时弹跳起来滚落在地<></span>一圈圈凌乱的轨迹<></span>就如同他此刻的心境<></span>混乱的循环<></span>不断旋转着却寻不到出路<></span>她的犹豫恐惧<></span>他都看得分明<></span>恐怕师兄也是明了<></span>所以并不曾多说什么<></span>重逢以来<></span>他只是顺心而为<></span>故意忘记师兄当时所说的话<></span>她身上种种<></span>其实早就可以确认<></span>她是辛眉无疑<></span>
一股郁气凝结在胸<></span>木怀彦只觉心浮气躁<></span>却只能勉强顺着思路再想下去<></span>
叶姑娘这些天的表现<></span>她对师兄的莫名畏惧<></span>或许是因为……过往的记忆她并非全然忘记<></span>也许<></span>某一天她的记忆会恢复<></span>师兄等的也就是那一天<></span>如果真的有那么一天<></span>那么他、他又该如何自处<></span>
现在就放手吗<></span>师兄等了这么多年<></span>他的苦楚他最是明了<></span>只要他放下……心口骤然抽痛<></span>木怀彦只觉呼吸一窒<></span>不由苦笑开来<></span>情之一字<></span>万般滋味难分说<></span>舍不了<></span>放不下<></span>但师兄的脾性绝烈<></span>多年等待已然不可能放手<></span>他、他绝无理由与师兄相争……就是再苦再痛<></span>也该忍下<></span>
但——不是现在<></span>
那日她的盈盈笑语仍在耳畔<></span>半眯的眼眸<></span>玩笑般的威胁<></span>他答应过她<></span>绝不会再有类似的事<></span>不问她的心意不看她的选择<></span>自以为是的为她定下将来<></span>这样的自私<></span>一次就已经足够<></span>即便要退让<></span>也是因为确定她的心之所向<></span>无论是他还是师兄<></span>谁都不能勉强她<></span>这一点<></span>他不曾忘记过<></span>
若她真的恢复记忆<></span>她爱的真是……那他就真的可以放心离开了<></span>
木怀彦蹲□捡起棋子<></span>一粒粒安进棋盒中<></span>
就这样吧<></span>不管怎样<></span>他要再见一见她……其他的<></span>以后再说<></span>
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齐楚纵身跳上一株青竹<></span>吊着竹竿晃荡两下才跃下<></span>
<></span>就算他没请到小叶子<></span>也不用臭着一张脸吧<></span>本少爷看得牙都酸了<></span><></span>
狄望舒凝视着竹林上方的一抹蓝天<></span>缓缓吐出胸中浊气<></span>沉声道：<></span>想来你也看出些许端倪了<></span>寒萧对叶姑娘……<></span>
齐楚干笑两声：<></span>我正觉着纳闷呢<></span>小叶子虽然长得不赖<></span>但也不至于让那个冻死人的毒医一见钟情吧<></span><></span>穆寒萧当初给狄望舒疗伤的手法他到现在还记忆犹新<></span>
<></span>唉<></span>也许真是天意弄人<></span>这等奇诡之事竟然会发生在他们三人中间<></span><></span>狄望舒轻叹一声<></span>他原先也是难以置信<></span>但事实如此<></span>只能徒然叹息<></span>他便将穆寒萧当年如何遭遇剧变致使新婚妻子骤亡之事一一道来<></span>到说到穆寒萧多年来一心想要救活的人竟是叶曼青时<></span>齐楚除了瞪着双眼中张大嘴外<></span>再说不出一句话<></span>
<></span>很难相信是吧<></span><></span>狄望舒莫名一笑<></span>眼中却是忧虑<></span><></span>叶姑娘似乎失去过去的记忆<></span>对寒萧更是畏惧<></span>怀彦他……唉<></span>我也不知他现下是如何想的<></span>是要放下还是……<></span>除了放下<></span>又能如何<></span>若真到了谁都不肯放手的地步<></span>只怕——
齐楚一瞪眼：<></span>做什么要放下<></span>小叶子明明和木头是两情相悦<></span><></span>
狄望舒一愣：<></span>可是<></span>叶姑娘毕竟是寒萧的妻子<></span>怎么能——<></span>
<></span>不是还没真正成婚么<></span><></span>齐楚满不在乎道<></span>见狄望舒欲言又止<></span>他又道<></span><></span>我知道你的意思<></span>但是小叶子早就忘了他了<></span>难道还要勉强她跟穆寒萧在一起<></span>都过了生死一线<></span>又有什么是不能忘记的<></span><></span>
狄望舒沉吟道：<></span>你说得不错<></span>昨日种种譬如昨日死<></span>叶姑娘死而复生又忘尽前尘<></span>该如何做都由她自己<></span>只是<></span>万一她恢复记忆<></span>又当如何<></span><></span>
<></span>恢复记忆<></span><></span>齐楚顿时噎住<></span>想了半天也没个主意<></span>终于抓狂地把头往竹子上磕去<></span><></span>烦人啊啊啊<></span><></span>
狄望舒嘴角一扯<></span>笑意将露未露<></span>人生之事<></span>当真是不如意者十之**<></span>爱一个人<></span>恨一个人<></span>铭记与忘怀<></span>谁都无法预料<></span>命运诡谲如斯<></span>身在局中之人所能做的<></span>无非<></span>尽心尽力<></span>四字<></span>从心所求<></span>豁尽全力<></span>即便最终结果殊不如人意<></span>也无需再多言一个<></span>悔<></span>字<></span>他和残秋之间<></span>其实也是如此<></span>也曾气怒过<></span>也曾彷徨过<></span>但到
作者有话要说：汗<></span>上周更新了也没敢多说什么<></span>因为实在是深刻地认为<></span>解释就是掩饰<></span>理由就是借口<></span><></span><></span><></span>TAT
但是不报备一下前些日子的情况的话<></span>又觉得很说不多去<></span>之前6月份各地大雨发大水<></span>我的RP不够<></span>很杯具地遭遇到电缆被大水冲断网络瘫痪的情况<></span>然后紧接着<></span>又是俺们家的电脑罢工<></span>接二连三的事下来<></span>真的木有写文的状态TAT<></span><></span><></span>
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